Name: Darren Chua Jun Hao.

DOB: August 30th, 1994.

Age: Do the math yourself.

Gender: Let me check; male.

Height: 168.9 cm.

Weight: 51.8 kg.

A quick, short, fast, elastic and small summary about me;
My butt is in Singapore Polytechnic every Monday to Friday, excluding public/school holidays.
On August 30th of every year, I like to think that I've grown wiser.
I'm actually named Chua Jun Hao, yet I'm more commonly known as Darren.
I'm 16 and short. ):
My pathetic height isn't considered average, however, I like to deceive myself and others and claim that I'm extremely tall.
I would tell others that I have an 8pac despite having only four.
I might just be another typical Singaporean student that's as ambitious as a frog determined to climb out of the deep, gloomy well.
I love my friends, family and Domo; I will never stop loving them, however, I dislike the dull life that I currently have.
My horrible attitude does not stop me from learning what I want to learn.
I'm quite amazing actually; one moment I'm fuming with anger; the next moment I'm laughing like a 3 year old.
In my opinion, I can sing pretty well.
I believe in faith.


My blog has a life; it'll die off and recarnate whenever it feels like it.

Catch me at (darren_login@hotmail.com)


Congratulation for wasting 3 minutes of your life looking at this 'quick, short, fast, elastic and small' summary of me.
I now present you this certificate of achievement;

Congratuatlions _____________
for wasting 3 minutes of your life, reading about Darren Chua.


Peggy says I have a memory of a goldfish; I beg to differ.

Arranged in no particular order; I think it's a waste of time alphabetizing them. (:

WeiChing.
Ivan.
Abdullah.
Rui.
JingLin.
WeiSien.
HanZer.
RuiMei.
MeiZi.
Jinglin.
KaiEn.
LiHong.
Clarice.
Briano.
Cherry.
Peggy.
Kimberly.
ZiLing.
Elaine.
ZhiHao.
SiJie.
TzuQuan.
Vanessa.
WenKai.
HuanHui.
Ultimate Addicts.
Keith.
Elaine (sec 2).
Derrick.
Jodie.
Stacy.
Fiona Tan.
Sydney.
Nat.

Base code: Joanna.
Editor: Peggy.
Host: Photobucket & Fileden.
Flashplayer: Mixpod.

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Just feel so unbearable these few days, but yet i could not do anything.
Was very surprised and happy to hear from abdullah that he still views my blog oftenly ;).
Although i dont know how he finds time.
And was very surprised to see teachers still viewing my blog at times.
Although not frequently but still a fair amount man..
Oh cool ;D. thanks for those views anyway.

Was very tired, damn tired.
Friday after parade, went home played 2 rounds of majong. Topple onto bed and snore.
Sat aft CIP and Mr tan's tuition. Rolled onto bed and snore.
And whenever i woke up it'll be like ..10pm?..
Fuck.
That makes my online time a whole lot lesser.
But i think, nvr online also got benefits.
At least she'll has one lesser pest to talk to man.
Isn't that very good for her?

I've been thinking these few days.
So what are true friends?
Everyone always say, i have alot of friends.
Nothing to be afraid of.
But when trouble arises, or you had a row with them.
Are they gonna stay with you and stand on your side?
Or run away like a fucking poo?
But before this, how many understand the meaning of true friends?
People who don't neglect you when you face problems?
People who agrees with you and listen to your stories attentively?.

If you think that's the real friends.
You're absolutely wrong.
Really, thoroughly wrong. ttm.
True friends does not agree with you all the time,
they correct you. And lead you back to the familiar road.
True friends listen to your troubles, yes.
But they can't always be there for you, in a sense that they still have their own life right?.
To put it nicely means they can't follow you forever cause both of you are one day gonna get married, and L_ _ _..
LOL ok sensitive. x).
What may seems true friends to you for now may not be one.
And what may seems 'bad' friends to you for now, may not be one.


Well, but thats up to how your eyes and your heart sees a person.
Never use your ears, thats what i learned from others.
Trust not your eyes all the time.
But do trust your heart.
And follow them.

And i really wanna know whats on your mind.
Really,
Cuz im gonna go straight to the mental institute anytime from now.
Not because im going bonkers thanks to sch work.
But trying to figure out whats on your mind.

Labels: no other one., Yes you

If you have love in your life it can make up for a great many things you lack. If you don't have it, no matter what else there is... it's not enough. -Ann Landers

Im so glad my hand took control of myself today :D.
Cause many a time i feel like blogging but i didn managed to.
Lazy, of course ;).

No picture though today.
Was busy either rushing my homework in class or went to eat with friends.
So my socialising time was... kachakk..
Split into 2 :/..

Haha, who was i to socialise with==.
Well besides all these i had a new job recently too.
I became a private PR ;).. hehehe..
I knew a whole lot of secret mann...
Sooooo loadss...
And i spent quite many a times talking to them about them.

K.. Time to switch topic, before i close my post.
Ahh nothing else==..
Anyway mrs lee returned me a compo this mon.
Well, nothing escapes her.
My 'porno' compo was expose..
To the whole of 4E... lmao..
I AM FAMOUS ;)
Then all the girls start kaypoh tell mrs lee read aloud to them..
Not to mention the girls from E2 and E3..==
Eh something to clarify, that last paragraph is from Lee hor.. not me..
Seriously lah T.T...
And i wasn't even graded for that paper.???..
She said she cannot bring herself to mark it..
Cause the content she duno hw to mark mah..
Hahas, i understand ohh... x)
But i was relieved to received compliments from mrs lee..
She said my eng had improved ;).
Ahh tks peggy==..


Duty makes us do things well, but love makes us do them beautifully- Phillips Brooks.

Labels: You are so cruel.. So cruel.

I call it, Happily ever after.
Hope i'll get that too.

Labels: To her, with love.

Wish everyone a happy chinese new year.
Ang pow zueh zueh. ang pow zueh zueh..
xD..
Dun get drown by the overflowing ang pow's though==..
I dun wanna see ppl dying of too much ang pow besides them.. LOl
Thats all :)
Hope i'll blog soon enough. byes

Look Scrumptious.. At least for a 5 person meal.
Anyway, peggy! U haven't help me change a blogskin!!...
I thought the sch is closed for a day?.. :O.
Ahh, nevermind that.
Itching for a match.
Dota time.
byes..

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Back to blog, yea i mentioned in my earlier post that i wont be blogging for 2 weeks.
*If u people did view my blog oftenly.==*
Ok back to topic,
Wasn't in the best of mood.
Maybe thats a sign of girls having *ahem ahem*
-Check-.
Ok intact.

Sometimes when you've fall out of love.
You'll blame the whole world, saying this and that.
Pushing all the blames to them.
And this is how human nature can be.
As selfish as that.

Yet when you've fall in love,
Everything seems to be dancing around you.
You forget everything and concentrate on your spouse.
Maybe this is what humans do.
Their instinct, having developed fully since they were born tells them that they are suppose to do this and that.
I'm not talking about anything, anyone or any particular stuffs. :)
Its just a question that i've been pondering since i last knew how to love.

To tell you the truth,
I'm only living in a 4room flat.
Nothing big, but yet.
Its warm inside.
The bondings of the family that kept the house warm.
Sometimes i wonder, why does god have to give each individuals a mind of their own.
Sometimes i wonder, why does people ignore their friends advices.
Sometimes i wonder, why aren't people i want them to be there to listen to a certain advice there, and people i don't want them to be there to listen to a certain advice there.
Sometimes i wonder, why can't people try to accept each individual's flaws.
Sometimes i wonder, why are there people who are so selfish existing in this world.
Yet when I've typed all these, at the same time, I'm a sinner of these sentences.

Well, many of us teenagers at this age.
Tends to forget their home and hang out more often to whoever their friends is.
They've forgotten what's a home.
Except that its a place where people sleeps, eat and relax.
I don't dare to say i won't forget my home.

Luckily, i have my mother to thank.
Always an outspoken woman
Yea she's fat, nice cup size too==.
And she's only 33.
How can she know so many things?

It all came from the heart.
She often gave me alot of advices
Consoled me when i'm sad.
Teach me values that many mothers failed to do so.
And most importantly, gave me the love that all mothers will do so.
Recalling some incident back then,

When i failed my 3rd class drill,
She told me that, 'In life, many a things are not up to us to control. If you failed, you retrace back your steps and look for your mistake before attempting to do it again until you get it right.'

When i flunked my exams,
She said this, 'Failing the exam doesn't mean everything. So long as u've tried your best, and you know you did, its enough. No matter what, life still goes on. You're not gonna let a small stone trip you down till you'll never climb up right?. There will be a whole lot more stones to trip in the future. Whats most important is your perseverance, your attitude. If u tripped, get back on your feet again.'

The first time i'm taking a relationship so seriously and she knew about it,
She told me this, 'Son, we'll support you till the end. Its ok to start a relationship so long as you know how to handle it. Without stepping out your first step, you will never reach the end.'

It may seemed little.
But all these held a meaning inside me.
And im proud to say that i'm more positive than alot of people ;). LMAO.
If i knew i didn do well, i'll do it even better the next time.
Thats how i think.
Yea, there's bound to be people who don't know what i'm talking about .
Or leave some negative comments here==..
Maybe its because your ang moh is S.H.I.T.
But its ok, afterall.
This is a blogpost right?
Thats just how i feel, you like it or not.

Labels: its about your actions, Its not just about sweetalk

Red fills the atmosphere.
Thats quite true.
Our classroom was all red in colour.
Kinda, cute.
Nah its totally awesome and cool.
Well im not so proud to say that i did not help out alot cause i came at the very late part of the decoration.
Since im busy helping mr tan to prepare the parents-teachers meeting on the evening
Tables, chairs, etc etc and etc.
Including foods x)
So while some were very busy helping out with the decos.
Some would be a freeloader and be a model, posing for pictures to be taken ..haha
See they even blocked the decoration .
Actually, it was i who told them to do so xD..hahaha
Ah, hope we'll win the whatever competition that would require us to do this kind of large-scale decorations.
IF not. nothing :)


Ok this is the actual one.
Yea the letters weren't good enough.. :X.. but nevermind that x)
Its a very nicely decorated wall already OK! .
Try doing all this alone in ur room lah.
U'll die of exhaustion.

Actually, for a matter of fact
This area is my favourite part.
The 'Chun lian' 春联
Or dui lian whatever..
Its nicely drawn.
Really nicely..
I mean really nicely drawn.

Feeling very bored, so valentino and I decided to learn from the girls and pose for pictures.
Kinda cool though.
Its not the props that made it a good picture.
Its my natural beauty/handsome face that makes the whole picture priceless.
HAHA... eat that! xD
Ok end of BHB session and enjoy the picture.

So after that it was already 6.25++..
And we were suppose to report by 6.30pm.
Fortunately, our reporting area is directly below x)
So we quickly pack up and rushed to the 2nd floor.
Waited there while fiddling with Mr tan's itouch.

So every now and then i would go and visit my own blog once a day.
And today while imm blog-ransacking.
I discovered the section categorised as
'Achieves' ( its suppose to be archieves)
I guess somebody must have changed the spelling of it.
And i went to the july 09 section unknowingly.
And holy, it was the best part of the year i suppose..
Really without a doubt.
And i missed those times..
In case u are lazy , as always.
Links are provided.
He/she will know what im talking about..
http://itsjusmii.blogspot.com/2009_07_01_archive.html

So i've finished posting.
Have u? :)

Now here is a quote.
I mean quotes, that i've combined them together.
Or rather, found them online. lol

Courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid,but he who conquers that fear.

Far better is it to dare mighty things,to win glorious triumphs, even though checked by failure...than to rank with those poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in a gray twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.

Pain is temporary. Quitting lasts forever

The difference between the impossible and possible lies in a person's determination. You're not a failure if you don't make it. You're a success because you tried. What you think of yourself is much more important than what others think of you.

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder

Little minds are subdued by misfortune, but great minds rise above them.

He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask remains a fool forever

Labels: You struck my heart with an icicle called Love.

I do have that 'shit' shape thing x)

Its still in my wallet.

Nothing much nowadays.

I see childrens playing at the litter-full park down my void deck

My brothers are taking their own sweet time in the bathroom trying to apply soap all over their 'big' and 'huge' body.

My Dad's still working hard, unlike other people's daddy who by now would have eaten their dinner.

Whereas for my mum, she's still applying facial cream and mask all over her body. Sometimes using the remaining bit of her mask to wipe her hand etc. She told me this would enchance the effect.

And here i am of course, blogging >:).

Activities filled my life like a neverending staircase..

It'll just come and come and come.

Due to my inconsistent time to update, i have decided to do a really long update.

And to you "Dont say i 2week nvr update cos i update a very very long one liao x).. and urs recently was damn short"

Well back to my post, my back is finally taking a toll on me.

Ever since the health promotion checkup in school diagnosised a 7 degree towards the left on my backbone, my mum had been having sleepless night..

Sorry, i'll go for a checkup real soon.

Well it is during those time when people would come and ask, eeee your back seng eh ah? hahahaha

== and this makes me wonder if all singaporeans are really that typical..

Well i saw a person today that i knew for at least 2 years...

Although we're not really that close, but we joked around sometimes.

He retained unfortunately, to 3NA.

And to my surprise instead of bucking up.

He was getting from bad to worse.

I dont wanna talk into this as i think it would be bad to gossip about others, right? :).

(*EH hello im not like you people who would just scold others in your own blog whenever u like it ok (=,=").. )

At least when u blog it out say out your name, dont act like a turtle.

Stuffing your head behind in front of the person and start cursing him once he turn his back towards u.

So i'll talk about the activities we had on tuesday( ok its very long i know)

But thursday seems to be the only day we had fun throughout this week, so i thought it would be an good idea :D.

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