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Ain't worth anything.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
6:40:00 PM
With each passing memories fading,I feel so much like crying.
Not because of the forgotten past,
but the forgotten love.
Kay oh kay.
Evening, earthlings and hobos alike.
I had my reason you see,
everytime i wanted to type something in my blog.
I'll stop and think, do i have enough pictures?
Will my post be interesting?
Do i have enough quotes?
And etc and etc.
Of course, including my hourly dota. (Which is now undergoing medication to reduce the dosage of playing it)
So to compensate for my actions.
This post, will be by far.
The most pictures included in DarrenChua's post.
Yah, i never had more than 10.
And now there's 10.
Just nice.
Shouldn't you be happy?
I mean, well my Prelim 1 is coming
Prelim 1 stands for sa1.
And i should be preparing for my papers in 2 days time instead of updating my blog.
Thank heaven and your whatever shit that i came back to account for my MIA days.
So smile People :)
First i want to say something,
my Prelim 1 would be a disaster.
Yesh, 'would'.
Because i foreseen it already :D
Next, we'll start off with the best drawing of the day.
tata
As you can see the big italic lousy font wording namely 'Living with Integrity'
Thats what my form teacher Mr Chen wrote during CME.
Right after english, the lesson where we'll hear alot of gossips about so and so..
Yah, thats our official gossip-able lesson.
Apparently if you don't know what the drawing symbolises,
The two wavy line is the sea.
The thing on the left is a Frog and on the right, a scorpion.
So without further anticipation, this is the handsome illustrator.
Don't play play, he's my form teacher!
Not that i'm like any crazy blogger who love to blog about their friends or teachers and say bad things.
He totally rock my socks off.
Haha!
And so he was elaborating about the story of a scorpion and frog who wanted to cross the river, or the sea i forgot.
And, (please refer to your CME file for more detail.)
Yup, end of story.
That extra bug-like thing is the scorpion riding on the frog.
Forgive me for the poor resolution though, he was moving around all the time.
And to take the picture right in front of him was an uphill task to do.
Thus, this is the end of story for last week.
Oh, and finally after decades of applying peanut butter onto my bread.
I finally have this!
Oh my god, i'm so gonna be on cloud nine.
-Jumps around and clap hands-
I'd figure out that with so many pictures on my blog, i can write lesser words and still make my blog very interesting and wordy.
So this post would be a tiny weenie lacking in words.
On last week friday,
my beloved classmate and cca-mate and schoolmate found something out of the extraordinary.
Look at what she found.
Can't see clearly?
We'll zoom in.
Haha, if your mind is fucking pure like the distilled water.
You wouldn't know what's this.
So i'll leave the people with clean minds to think of what exactly is this.
Oh yah and ignore all the numbers, x and whatever equations.
They are meant for the upper sec(s)
So our dear fornia found that and she was very excited about it.
Actually its Junzhao's.
But fornia took it from him.
Although the wrapping looks like that.
But inside it is actually a circular candy,
If you strain your eyes you would be able to see the round sweet protuding outward.
SQUINT your Eyes!
PSB's sure gonna laugh at this,
quite certain so.
Muahahaha.
Ok, random. -3-
Moving on,
On monday.
My friends and i decided to go to the library to decide what we could do there.
Good enough, we did quite an amount of verbal work.
Not work, is word. -insert sarcasm face-
And Shu Hui took out this plastic bag full of letters and numbers pad.
I took some of them and did a equation.
Lol.
I took some letters too.
Wait till you see my letter-ed name.
Lol.
The next day my uncle came over to my house.
It has been eons since he came and so we chat over the moon.
Lol, i dont think i understand the meaning of that.
Just use the words only.
I seemed to have forgot why, but we started talking on this topic about his past.
And he told me something that made my muscle flinched.
Delving further into his dark past, i started asking more and more questions about him.
In the underworld.
Not vampires dude, the triad.
Nah he had completely washed himself out of it for a good twenty years.
I find it very funny when he say i shouldn't join such stuffs.
Yah duh of course i won't.
You mean i will waste so much of my time taking part in all these kind of a-waste-of-my-time kind of thing?
No way!
I'm already so stupid and haywired..
Psh, gotta stop this.
Back to word equations.
Right, on today.
I had my tutor teach me emath.
NOT the whole thing of course.
Properties of circles only.
Cause i sucks at that, big time.
Then when i moved to 4e2 to slack for 20minutes.
This is what i saw.
They're too enthusiastic about the exam Social Studies on friday.
God bless them, 50/50 is theirs.
I have sensored certain things to ensure privacy and so, nothing would be leaked out >:)
Don't ask me the white stuff in source C.
All i can say is, the man and woman are feeling cold.
So i added a black blanket for them since black is a good absorber of heat.
And white would be the ahem ahem.
I guess thats it.
What a damn bloody long post.
To think i wasted 2 hours of my time to do this post up.
Holy crap.
Ciaos little kids.
Imma AFK till exam's over.
That is Mid-May.
It was the season of Light, it was the season of Darkness.
It was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair.
We had everything before us, we had nothing before us.
We were all going direct to Heaven, we were all going direct the other way.
Charles Dickens, A tale of two cities.
Labels: Too much wine and too much song, wonder how we got along.
Don't do it till you're told to do so.
Monday, April 19, 2010
8:13:00 PM
It just all falls into place when I'm beside you.
But when you're gone, my world crumbles.
Hi apple,
Hi pear,
Hi pencil,
Hi chair,
Hi readers,
Hi Earth.
Back to reality.
This is the first time i posted, without a picture.
Fine not the first, the second.
Woots, the feeling is oh my god.
This queasy feeling is around me, more of embracing me.
Tch, i promised myself i am only gonna use 20minutes to post.
And that was 7.45pm.
Dang it. I promised myself i'm gonna spend 4hrs on my homework!!
Till 12midnight.
Let's check my assignment,
English compre, 2.
Emath, 1Ex-17questions with 4parts in it.
Social studies, 2 Source Based Question.
Biology, 2008 O'lvl yearly paper.
Amath, Don't bother -3-.
Art, (i don't have that! ><)
DnT, (you're nuts, i don't drill stuff. I drill people)
Yah i have those.
And if you think i can finish it within 4 hrs.
That'll be the joke of the year.
Fuck that babe.
Close your eyes and count to 10
Hell beckons, faster than you can.
Labels: You've got some explaining to do young man.
Take me by the hand, lift me higher.
Saturday, April 17, 2010
6:14:00 PM
Friends or foe?
Buddy or pal?Admirer or stalker?Pedophile or Aquaintance?Grrawrrrr...
I don't know what sort of sound i'm making but all i knew is I DID POST ;)
Fine initally i wasn't going to do so -3-.
Because i was in a foul mood.
By promise breakers.
I remembered the comprehension we did during our mock O level exam for chinese.
It was about promise breaker, they even mentioned the different various type.
One that say yes yes yes and turn around poof, forgot everything.
One reluctant type but relented, in the end they didn't.
The last one i forgot, but its ok. :)
I just need these 2. Afterall to make it to this 2 makes you the top of them all already :D.
Haha!
Oh yah by the way, i finished reading Eternal already :)
(Ok that was two weeks ago)
And i finished reading another book titled 'Hush Hush'
(That was last week)
Now i'm reading 'The Hollow'
(Currently, yeah)
No its not a horror story,
its a love story.
LOl love story, the sort of sorrow + romantic storybook.
It has a sad ending though
( i took a sneak peak at the last page! x)
Peggy dared me to read Tales of the two cities.
Oh god you don't know how politely i declined that offer >:)
Its thick, its long, the words are quite small and there're so many quotes/rhymes/literature stuffs.
I don't know, that's how i think of that book.
So conclusion, its a 'No no" Book to read. :)
I guess i'm feeling a little bored.
Haha bored, Abdullah told me the definiton of bored.
I'll tell you later about our camwhoring session on friday later :D
When you're bored : Means something/everything/someone/everyone didn't entertain you well enough.
When you're boring : Means you didn't entertain someone/everyone well enough.
(There's no something/everything in boring, you can't entertain a non-living thing and make it laugh -3-)
Ok back to our camwhoring session.
Around the school
Nono, around 1/4 of the school.
I'm too lazy to post everything here, as always :B
So you'll have to go to Abdullah's facebook profile to check it out.
But i did took one,
Its not me though.
Not entirely me,
i was cut into 1/2 -_-"
Yah he was sort of dancing,
maybe thinking about lady gaga.
Haha, "ValenGaga" or "DINOGaga"
LOL.
Wait, omg a pimple beside my eyebrow!
-Jump/shriek/scream/fly/squeeze/fall/slam/run/smack/punch!-
Oh god, this is absurb.
I gotta do something.
-grab Piler-
-Cut-
Done :D
(Bood oozing out)
-faint-
Say bye bye to your lovely boyfriend, Darren.
x]
Labels: And i don't know how i can do without you.
Falling to the Dark Side.
Thursday, April 15, 2010
7:25:00 PM
Constantly haunted by the past.How long can you last?
Don't ask me where i got that quote from.
Or a rhyme you could say.
Because this is created by Darren. >:D
Next time i can stop looking for quotes all over the internet,
because I myself am a good quote-er!
Funny word used.
Forget it.
As i was saying, i hardly had anytime to do a blogpost as i've been busy.
With? My personal life of course.
And don't expect me to allow you to probe any further, because its P-e-r-s-o-n-a-l duh? :)
Lol, but just an overview.
I'm busy with homeworks.
-3-, if anyone sees this.
Please tell teachers teaching 4e1 to lessen the workload.
LOL.. I think they'll just whack me for good and settle me down to finish a book of Amath questions.
No picture anyway, i'm not gonna post any pictures.
You do not need to know why i'm not gonna post any pictures.
Because i trust you readers to have already understood my type.
Its either i have no pics.
Or i'm pure lazy. teehee.
I'm just beating around the bush here.
Fine, i'll stop it.
Will be back to post by Sat? H-O-P-E fully.
Oh and a final picture for you people to laugh at. -3-
I've considered for a few years for this picture to be posted on my blog.
Exclusively here only.
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Bleah xP
Labels: What treachery is this
And i close my eyes.
Sunday, April 11, 2010
7:59:00 PM
While complacency costs, perseverance pays.
Oh god.
I apologies, something cock up.
Gotta use this color to post.
And enjoy this color post while it last >:)
While i'm loading something big time.
Just to tell readers i may go into hibernation.
Hibernation boys and girls, means i'm going to take a nap.
A very long nap.
Whats your view?
Oh, it must have worked.
K so let's continue with this default color :]
A few days ago, or rather these few weeks.
I've been communicating with Dear
Peggy using emails.
You know? When crisis like this arise ( crisis being not able to talk using msn due to difference in time)
We have to adapt to situations and thus, email is the best alternative.
K i have to wait for the picture to load.
Its 2megabytes big.
Tsk annoying long.
K imma use photobucket.
Its taking way to long.
-Type www.photobucket.com-
-Register-
-Upload-
-post-
Done.
I have a account with photobucket before.
But i've long forgotten it.
Yah, it was Peggy whom introduce it to me.
Since we're talking about Peggy.
Let's just give her a little biography .
Of my perspective.
She moved to Texas when she was 12.
And returned to Singapore when she was 14.
I often saw her during my bus ride with Junwei early in the morning to school.
I'll just take a glance at her and thought to myself "Gorgeous"
And went back to sleep.
Till when i was sec3 8 Jan 2009.
It was the sec1 discovery camp.
And i was posted to be a Student Leader by NPCC.
While she was posted to be a Medic by St. John.
There, we met each other and worked together for the first time.
At that moment, to me she was still a sweet girl due to my lack of 'understanding' about her.
My god, what english am i talking about -3-.
Forget it.
So her first sentence was, " are you Darren?"
And my first thought was, "oh god someone actually did some research on me"
So, poof.
A new friendship evolved.
I took the initiative to add her on msn.
And my god, thank goodness i did.
Cause you wouldn't have know what big difference it had on my life.
She literally became my:
homework tutor (including the always fail Amath)
english language teacher
Blog skin editor (2 of them)
companion
Punching bag.
Venting stress trash bin.
Haha.
Hope you won't be offended. xD
Oh yah, you're in the state.
Even if you are, you can't reach me.
But non-verbally, yes you can >:(.
Tsk.
So where was i?
Yah, she helped me deal with so many problems.
K now to think of it, she pang seh me quite a number of times for her F.A.P.S .. ==
!@#$&*()!@#$%^&*(.
Hey i got to know peggy first ok F.A.S!
Lol
And be her matchmaker.
Yah Terrence helped her, in name.
But i helped her on the sly.
Hoohoo.
But i regret that decision -3-
Not because its a triangle relationship! NEVER.
But she neglected me after having a Cool BF.
Which became my gay partner afterall. teehee.
Well, now that she's at the state.
I can't scold her verbally anymore.
I can't pull her hair.
I can't crack cold jokes with her verbally .
I can't talk about politics with her.
I can't eat her Domos.
I can't tell her to teach me homework.
I can't have lunch with her.
I can't go to the library with her.
I can't celebrate her birthday(s) for three long years.
I can't converse in english with her.
I can't anymore.
I mean till 3years down the road.
And i didn't even sent her to the airport.
I didn't even say goodbye.
I was sleeping soundly.
In my dream.
But i did dreamt of you taking the plane Peggy.
Really. (i think so : /)
And deep down me, i wanna cry as much as anyone wants to.
Even worser than the F.A.S.
Because she has been such a great friend.
'HAS'
not HAD, bozo(s)
And she's right.
Peggy is a
boon to
Darren's life.
Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart.
Labels: My farewell gift to you Peggy Soh.
To him, with regards: Npcc.
Friday, April 9, 2010
7:59:00 PM
Ordeals make one stronger.
But it's the will to live that forces you on, no matter what.
I'm not gonna smile,
neither am i gonna sulk.
Its a solemn face now for me.
Well today i wanna emphasis on NPcc.
My CCa, as well as my third home.
My home - 1st.
School - 2nd.
So NPcc is 3rd.
Sounds crazy, nevermind.
Sometimes i feel that, what brought down NP.
Was actually me.
You see, the whole unit is sorta relying on the sec3 squad IC.
To bring the whole NCO well, so that the NCOs can lead the juniors well.
But i, as a squad IC of sec3.
Has failed to done so.
Utterly.
Yah when such crisis comes.
CIs and teacher officers will aim the top notch of our squad.
The Chairman and vice chairman.
But they are also indirectly hinting that i didn't did my job well.
I admit that, it was my fault.
Totally, to a large extent.
Reason being, i had no qualms over my squadmates.
Throughout this 3-4 years of life in NP.
I made many reliable squadmates.
All of whom joked with me.
Played silly trick with me.
Argued with me.
We were so bonded, that we forgot who's smarter, who's stronger.
We were at equilibrium.
Then the day come, i was posted as sec3's squad IC.
I gasped in horror as i stare at the heartless list.
Yes, its true.
Darren - In-Charge of sec3s squad.
You know, i actually wanted to scream at the top of my voice;
Rant at you people for being late for parade all the time.
But i could not bring myself to.
Imagine the look of humiliation and embarrassment, not to include anger made me hesitant in making my decision.
I'm not trying to shift blames.
I can take lectures.
I can take scoldings.
Even rantings.
I'm so used to it already.
You blamed other for poor leadership, poor quality work.
Ever reflect on yourself?
Yes, you did fairly better than me in terms of leadership qualities.
But does that mean you have the right to judge?
Maybe to you, you may not even know i'm refering to you.
Since i didn't specify who is it in my blog title anyway -3-"
Rest assured i won't give girls trouble.
For one they did minimal work as compared to me xD.
And i'm fond of siding with girls, not fond but rather more protective.
Yah really, eh dey if you don't trust me then forget it :/
I hope all of my squadmates (who apparently had retired ever since Rest Of Duty parade)
Can chanced upon this blogpost.
The sec1 squad ICs.
If JJ didn't tell me this, i guess i wouldn't have noticed it.
Amongst all the 3 of you.
Ever wondered why he or she didn't come for parade?
3 of you. There are bound to be one absent from parade.
Yah, on important occasions like drill test.
You 3 bothered to come.
Otherwise? Bullshit excuses flew out like paper dart.
No mindset of your own.
No target.
Nothing, and trust you all..
FUCKING 3 OF YOU.
Can't even managed to finish static drills and tying of tentages in a year.
Sec2 squad
Little is known about this funny squad.
Its full of life at times.
But at times, i can see strict disipline being enforced over and over again.
Except for the abundance of motivation and lack of scoldings/punishments.
This is by far one of the best squad.
Sec3 squad (my squad)
I've already state all of them on top.
I am the one who brought down the UOPA score.
I'm the one at fault.
But all of these, are too late.
Ouhkay!
Let's just continue on with my 'boring' blogpost.
Enough of those, its overrr -3-
The sec4s motto in life, drink drunk drama..
K that was kumar's motto .. ><
Well i did promised readers i'm gonna substitute a reflection for a essay of my own.
I haven't kinda complete it, but i wrote a few paragraphs.
Here's a sneak peak
[We were walking together on a pavement, discussing while laughing about the comedy show just now. She gave her usual giggle and made faces when I gave her one of my bewildered look. I took this opportunity and reached out for her hand, grabbing it. To my delight, she did not shudder; neither did she reject my hand. I could see her nervous face, but more like a hold-me-tight expression.
“The bus is here, honey” she said in a most sultry voice.
‘Honey’, I could definitely get used to it. We board a bus and took a seat at the back, on the second level of the double-decker bus. There, I wrap my right hand around her shoulder and my left hand holding her hand tight. It was not long before we embraced ourselves for a passionate kiss, just the one of love; not lust.
The cloud was clear and in the quiet settings of dawn, the dusk faded into the horizon. And at the backdrop, was surreal scenery of clouds. The clouds were a very nice, dark pale lilac shade. Columbus clouds, to be exact.
It was like a halo of light, awesome and magnificent. We alighted at her stop; the sign reads ‘Hill street’. I walked her back home, with our hands clenched together. Her soft lips reached mine, and she kissed me before bidding farewell. ]
Done, word count?
Count it yourself nigg3rs. -3-
Before i ended, this is to the sec3s.
Before i begin my wordy speech.
K continue on .
Strangely when vincent said:
'Sec3s NCO keep up the good job'
I don't seemed to agree with what he said.
Simply because i know people who aren't doing their job well.
And are not participating in discussion actively enough.
Well i have no comments,
because nobody should judge.
And since i'm a squad IC failure, all the more i should not say this.
But i've been keeping this ever since i see all of you step up together.
Together.
Take note that sec2s and 1ns are watching you.
They are your juniors.
Future leaders of NPcc.
When they see what you are doing, and they assumed that its correct.
This would lead to misconception that NPCC cadet leaders are starting to slack and in time,
tarnishing the unit.
No i'm not trying to point fingers at anyone,
'your fault, his fault'
But when you are given the role of Cadet Leader in your squad, isn't it your responsiblities to do your job well?
When cadets see this seriousness in your face, they will automatically get down to serious business.
This is how you gain respect,
i admit that our squad failed this segment.
But remember, respect are to be earned; not force.
Lastly, lectures are meant for you to reflect on yourself and adapt to changes.
Its not for insults and entertaining purposes.
If you still hate receiving lectures,
its either you eat more lettuce or just fuck off when you reach the working force.
I'm not scolding you people.
Nor am i lecturing.
I'm just having a non-verbal confrontation with you in the World Wide Web
My Blog x3
Labels: You just have to face it.
Just my luck.
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
6:15:00 PM
Privilege is the greatest enemy of right.
A couple of problems are running around in my tiny little brain now.
Yes right now.
From domestic stuffs to school work and all the way to social aspect.
I can't name all of them, yepp simply because it'll take days.
Well to PSB: I got many pictures ready this time.. haha!
Well i didn't engage myself in alot of activities these days.
Simply because homework are piling.
I can assure you if i get out of my seat and throw some disc for 10mins.
The homeworks could rise up to the height of your desk. -3-"
Exaggerating. haha.
Well today's post is simple.
I just wanna tell my readers that
Darren's finally reading a book that's 300pages thick. :)
If u wanna know the thickness, well sure.
Just approach me and i'll let you see >:)
Anyway i think many of you should have already seen me holding this book whenever i go, after school.
Meanwhile the pics.
But there's a little change.
What i read is not this version.
I mean the book cover.
I took the liberty to take picture of it.
It looks like,
This :)
Yepp,
And i like the 2nd cover page.
Its a good description.
And it has great font.
Lastly, its good enough for people to know I love emo, fictional, gore but romantic books.
Yeah, more on the evil side.
But at the same time with a little bit of romance developed in there.
You don't trust me reading books?
Well take a look at this then.
Still not believing?
Bang the wall then.
I know my sexy feet is worth mesmerising at.
But, just don't drool ok? ;)
Before i sink my fang into your neck ... haha!
Creepy fool..
Oh i haven't elaborate the story to you right?
Haha, well the story starts with this.
And ends with that.
Ask me for the details -3-.
Its super duper uber long.
I think i'm done for now.
At least for now x).
-jump around like a man on fire.-
Before i end, a joke.
Or rather a abstract from kumar the drag queen.
Let K be kumar and W be waitress.
K: I walk in the restaurant in Australia and they'll say "hello good morning welcome in, we'll come back to you in a minute."
Singapore you walk in they'll say hello, hello. Where's the menu?
W: Oh yah, sorry hor, i'm suppose to serve you right?
K: After u order the food the food come then don't have the fork and spoon.
Then you call the waiter come, where's the cutlery?
W: Hah?
K: Where's the fork and spoon?
W: Hah?! They change the name ah?
WTF. haha
Goodbye Darren.
Goodbye mates,
goodbye readers.
And goodbye mother earth.
You still give me the cold shoulder
Even after i gave in.
whats the meaning of this?
friends?
What you've said to me back then was a joke i assume.
To be precise, a lie.
Labels: Makes me wonder if i'm a fool.
Just another day.
Monday, April 5, 2010
9:42:00 PM
I don't mind spending everyday.
Out on your corner in the pouring rain.
Look for the girl with a broken smile.
Ask her if she wanna stay awhile, and she will be loved.
She will be loved- Maroon 5.
Currently listening to this song by maroon 5 on youtube.
I so love the lyrics, 5 stars :)
K to start with my blog entries.
if you all noticed, i'm starting to get active on facebook.
So feel free to drop by and say hi.. lol
Yah and i commented on my profile that i've start ironing my clothes every wed, thur and friday.
Kay maybe only the more hardworking girls/women will understand what is the meaning of ironing.
Definitely not rich peoples.
They would just probably tell their maria to iron it for them.
Yah you can sense my jealousy from my so called 'insult'..
But if you think it another way, it could be a compliment. ;)
I know words comes with evidence.
Fine, jokes aside.
The sec4s had their oral just this afternoon.
And it was so sudden ..
I totally forgot about the oral exam man.
TOTALLY!
And all of us were stunned when we saw the passage.
Even my best segment 'conversation' may have to move to the sideline.
No reflection today.
Cause its already 10pm and i haven't completed my homework.
But i'll choose one of my compo to cover up..
Sooner or later.
Wait till i receive back my compo with marks higher than 20 over 30.
Thats it,
bye mother earth and hobos :)
Everything including my computer.
I love you all.
Sticks and stones may break my bones,
But words won't ever hurt me.
Labels: pfft.
Special post, just for today.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
10:17:00 PM
Friends or foe?
While complacency costs, perseverance pays.
Ordeals make one stronger.
I don't mind spending everyday.